The day after the Idol War broadcast—Thursday—Seon-ho didn’t go to the office.
That didn’t mean he went out to the field to manage Personal Color’s schedule, either.
He planned to stay home all day.
Not because he was on vacation.
No road manager, especially not when a group like Personal Color was just starting to rise in popularity, could afford a weekday off.
The reason Seon-ho didn’t show up at the company was because of a order from Manager Kwon Hosan.
Kwon Hosan acknowledged that Personal Color’s schedule was demanding, but he considered the songs even more important.
So he split today’s duties with Jung Jiwoon and instructed Seon-ho to stay home and work on the music with Prefor.
It was the right call on Kwon Hosan’s part.
Seon-ho had been scraping together what little free time he had—practically none—to write music.
Naturally, there were plenty of rough edges.
As much as he enjoyed composing, there was no way to write a solid song with a clear head after sleeping less than ten hours over two days.
Filming for High School in Melody was set to begin next Monday, which meant the coming days would only get busier, not quieter.
That’s why today mattered.
For the third mission song of Idol War.
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Around 11 a.m., after finishing a meal that served as both breakfast and lunch, Seon-ho sat down at his computer feeling refreshed.
A good night’s sleep had cleared his mind.
He started by reviewing the songs he’d been working on in bits and pieces.
Listening in the daylight to something he’d composed while gazing at the starlight revealed even more layers.
“Why did I write this part here?”
A lot of details didn’t sit right with him.
He made quick edits to what he could, and marked the time-consuming parts for later.
He wanted to fix everything right away, but there just wasn’t enough time.
The most urgent task was Jia’s solo song.
The song requested by Director Baek, and Hye-mi’s piece that he’d recently started, could wait.
But Jia’s solo, set to be part of the High School in Melody OST, had to be finished no later than next Friday.
And he still needed to write the song for the Idol War unit mission, too.
There was a mountain of work to do.
And that made him happy.
Because it meant his music was in demand by more and more people.
Seon-ho dove into serious composing.
He started with Jia’s solo, “Even Though I Know It Won’t Work.”
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Even Though I Know It Won’t Work
A song inspired by a scene from a novel Jia had enjoyed reading.
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Most people had probably acted against better judgment at least once, even when they knew it was hopeless.
There are things you just can’t give up on, even when you know they’ll never happen—like love or dreams.
Originally, Seon-ho had built Even Though I Know It Won’t Work around the theme of love.
He’d intended to depict the pain of an unrequited love that you just can’t give up on.
But today, it felt like dreams fit better than love.
It aligned more closely with the themes of High School in Melody, and also better matched the odd novel titled The Integral Calculus Mage, which had inspired the song.
Seon-ho’s reason for wanting to write a solo for Jia was to test her limits.
He had a hunch that the remarkable immersion she had shown so far still hadn’t touched her true ceiling.
And to find that ceiling, she would need to fully immerse herself.
The scene that moved Jia in The Integral Calculus Mage involved two people who wanted to be together but were constantly separated by their circumstances.
They dreamed of being together, even knowing it could never be.
That was different from unrequited love.
That little gap might keep Jia from giving the song her all.
A dream everyone says is impossible—that’s better.
Having made up his mind, Seon-ho placed his hands on the master keyboard.
He, too, had dreams he knew would never come true.
Like meeting his father again—the man who raised him alone while working as a truck driver and passed away when Seon-ho was six.
Or producing a song for that girl, Yu Seon-ah, while she sang it.
Impossible dreams, yet desperately cherished ones.
Soon, Seon-ho’s hands began moving rapidly, turning emotions into sound.
He had learned this method from a pianist he met about ten years ago.
Or rather, he hadn’t been taught—he’d simply watched and imitated.
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“It’s not random. I’m just playing what I’m feeling right now.”
“How do you play feelings?”
“Hmm, that’s a tough question. Listen—this one’s sadness.”
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Expressing emotions freely through sound.
What’s that man doing now, I wonder?
The thought came by, but vanished almost immediately.
Instead, Seon-ho sank deeply into the sounds he was creating.
This was a first for him.
Up until now, the songs he had written weren’t really connected to his emotional state.
Autumn Leaf and Girl in the City were arrangements, so that made sense, and Vivid had been composed to draw out Personal Color’s true feelings.
But Even Though I Know It Won’t Work was different.
For the first time, the emotions he had for the artist matched his own personal emotions.
A song he had begun to push Jia to her limits was now knocking on the door of his own.
Time passed.
Without him even noticing.
Finally, when the bass line and melody were complete, and he had matched every part with its ideal sound, the spell broke.
His back hurt like hell.
“Ugh…”
He glanced at the clock, eyes dry and aching with disbelief.
He had sat down a little after 11 a.m.
It was now 4:15 p.m.
He’d been composing for five straight hours without a break.
Realizing that, hunger crashed over him, and his back and shoulders throbbed with pain.
Did I really just spend five hours composing nonstop?
He had never had this kind of experience before.
Even stranger was that he couldn’t clearly recall what he had made.
This was what composers called “riding the horse”—entering an unconscious flow state.
Hands trembling slightly, Seon-ho pressed the spacebar to play everything back.
And sat there, dazed, as the song unfolded.
It was good.
It was good—too good.
Usually, when composing a song, there were moments of hesitation.
When choosing between instrument A and instrument B, even after making a decision, there would still be lingering thoughts about the other option.
Even after writing a smooth melody line, he would wonder—what if a rougher line worked better?
But this song was different.
With this song, all other possibilities had already been ruled out.
He was confident that this, just as it was, was the best version.
There was still the delicate process of mixing left to do, but this song was complete.
At the moment when joy brimmed to the surface, Seon-ho thought of someone’s face.
Eyes that sparkled like a puppy’s.
Slightly downward-slanting eyebrows.
A small mouth that called him “oppa”—Jia’s face.
‘Is this really a song made for Jia? Is it a song she could be happy singing?’
The answer that came after much thought was—‘No.’
This wasn’t a song for Jia, but for an ideal vocalist that existed only in his mind.
This song reflected the greed of a composer.
“Hoo…”
Seon-ho took a deep breath.
It was a song he simply couldn’t bring himself to change.
No—even if he could, he didn’t want to.
He didn’t want to alter even a single note. He didn’t want to damage the feeling the song currently held.
But he had to change it.
Because he didn’t write songs for wealth or success.
With the feeling of slicing off his own flesh, Seon-ho began to revise the song.
At first, it felt like he was ruining a perfectly completed puzzle.
But as he went through the revision process, he realized something.
There was no such thing as a finished piece of music composed by the composer alone.
A song is only truly completed when it’s listened by the public.
‘Ah… The song I initially made—its only listener was me.’
For a moment, Seon-ho realized he had nearly fallen into the same pit that countless geniuses had fallen into before him.
That pit of lamenting that the world didn’t understand them—until they disappeared.
Suddenly, he felt grateful to Jia.
There might not be any obvious, dramatic changes, but he could feel that he had grown as a person.
Of course, the original version of the song would have been well received if released to the world.
Even if he had written it with only himself in mind, there were surely plenty of people who shared his taste.
Music critics and enthusiasts who judged based on technical merit would have praised it.
But it wasn’t a song that could help Jia break through her limits.
And now, he was certain—the revised version was better.
And so, two versions of “Even Though I Know It Won’t Work” were saved on Seon-ho’s workstation.
Now, it was time to make the song that Idol War Unit A would sing.
A song for the unit consisting of Baek Songyi, Riha, Teiji, and Woochan was already in partial development.
Just then, Seon-ho’s phone rang.
“Yes, Team Leader Choi.”
The caller was Team Leader Choi Giseok.
—Seon-ho, can you come to the office now?
“Yes, I can.”
—Then brace yourself and get here fast.
“Brace myself?”
—Yeah. PD Joo Min-hwan’s throwing a fit. Over the song selection.
Seon-ho calmly left his apartment.
Just because the other party was agitated didn’t mean he had to rush too.
If anything, in situations like this, keeping calm was the only way not to get swept up by someone who had lost their judgment.
It was obvious why PD Joo Min-hwan was angry.
He had gone through all the trouble of getting permission from Teacher Jung Heesun for a remake, only for that to be scrapped.
‘The remake itself is a bit of a shame. I wish I could’ve used it…’
Thinking that, Seon-ho stopped near his apartment and bought a sandwich.
He didn’t plan to dawdle excessively, but he was starving.
A little while later, Seon-ho arrived at the 7th-floor conference room.
Inside, three men were waiting for him.
Team Leader Choi Ki-seok from PR.
PD Joo Min-hwan from the A&R team.
And Director Shin Ho-yoon from Management Division 1, commonly known as the “Artist HQ.”
Team Leader Choi and PD Joo were expected, but Director Shin Ho-yoon was a surprise.
“Hello. I’m Han Seon-ho from Artist Team B.”
Seon-ho greeted them politely.
Shin Ho-yoon returned the greeting with a curious expression.
“So you’re the famous rookie manager, huh? I was the one who signed off on your intern application.”
Director Shin spoke with a relaxed and gentle demeanor.
PD Joo Min-hwan looked full of complaints, though he clearly didn’t dare raise his voice in front of the director.
“Alright. You guys talk it out. I’m just here to watch.”
As soon as Director Shin finished speaking, PD Joo Min-hwan jumped in.
“Han Seon-ho, do you have something against me?”
“I’m not sure what you mean.”
“You know how much damn… effort I put into getting permission from Teacher Jung Heesun for that remake, and you scrapped it?”
“PD-nim, there seems to be a misunderstanding. I wasn’t the one who rejected the song.”
It was true that Director Kwon Hosan had told the company that Personal Color rejected the song.
He wasn’t using Personal Color as a scapegoat. Only the artist had the right to reject a song—so it was natural.
“If it wasn’t you, then why was a song from a rookie that hasn’t even debuted yet—Prefer—chosen?”
“That hasn’t been finalized yet. If the song is completed by tomorrow or the day after, Personal Color will decide whether to select it.”
PD Joo seemed even more irritated by Seon-ho’s calm demeanor.
Had Director Shin not been present, the conversation would’ve begun and ended with shouting, without a doubt.
“Fine. Fine! Prefer makes good songs—I’ll admit that. Autumn Leaf and Girl in the City were solid tracks. I give them credit.”
Joo Min-hwan sneered, then asked,
“But this song? You’re tossing out a Jung Heesun piece for this? Just because it’s a solo for An Jia?”
“Hmm. That part’s odd to me too.”
Director Shin, arms crossed, joined the conversation.
“You’re not misunderstanding something here, are you? Just because Jia is popular, you think any half-decent song will do? You think that’s how this industry works?”
As a singer, ‘An Jia’ didn’t carry much weight.
PD Joo Min-hwan was right.
Some people might think that because Jia was popular, any song she sang would get lots of votes—but that was far from the truth.
What happens when a wildly popular actor suddenly releases an album?
Do they shoot to the top of the charts and get universal praise?
Absolutely not.
The public’s preference in music was honest. Especially those who actively voted in Idol War—they would be even more discerning.
After a long rant, PD Joo said,
“You think this business runs on good music alone? Promotional value. Marketing appeal. These things are crucial too. Does your Prefer song have any hook that can beat the appeal of a Jung Heesun track?”
“Mm… You make a good point.”
Seon-ho responded to PD Joo, who wore a sour expression.
“That’s exactly why Unit B was assigned a Jia solo.”
“…What?”
“I said, we chose Jia’s solo song for marketing purposes.”
“What are you talking about?”
At that moment, the conference room door opened.
“I was listening outside, and I’m curious too.”
A man walked into the room and looked at Seon-ho.
“You said you picked Jia’s solo song for marketing purposes?”
“Yes, CEO.”
The man was CEO Kim Dong-han.
“Why?”
“Do you happen to know when this unit mission will be broadcast?”
“Two Wednesdays from now, right?”
“It’s actually three weeks away. The broadcast will be skipped two weeks from now because of the national football A-match day.”
“Alright. So?”
“And that day is also the premiere of the Wednesday-Thursday drama High School in Melody.”
“…And?”
“Jia’s solo song for Idol War… is the OST for High School in Melody.”
“…What?”
“It’s going to appear multiple times in High School in Melody, which airs at 10 PM—and then premiere officially in a survival stage on a variety show at 11 PM.”
Seon-ho explained with a calm expression.